Thursday, February 9, 2012

Cultivate: A Guest Post by Jean





Meet Jean.  She is a lovely, lovely soul.  She writes with a clear conviction of why she writes and the Lord's grace flows through her words and into my soul.  She is giving, caring, loving and all of these things are ours for the taking when you read her blog.  Here is how she relates to the word "cultivate."




I live in rural northwest Ohio. Yes this city gal ended up in the middle of farmland. Since we moved here thirty years ago I have learned more than I ever thought I would about soybeans, winter wheat, and corn.

Before the farmer can harvest, before the plants grow, before the seeds are planted – the soil must be cultivated. Each year I watch the farmers get the ground prepared by using their tractors with their heavy plows to dig deep into the dirt, turning up rich dark soil. 

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I watch one farmer create a huge pile of rocks that also emerge in the process. Another works all day long to remove deeply embedded tree roots.

Many fields in our area reserved as CRP land or unused fields. Those acres are untilled for one and maybe more years. This is called fallow ground – ground that in unchanged, unproducing, and uncultivated. The surface is hard and full of weeds.

Harvest never comes without the plow first of all breaking up the hard, crusty soil.

When I ponder the word cultivate, I visualize the plow digging deep within the soil to mix things up. I see the soil becoming loose, open, and receptive – changed.

Reminds me of the verse in Hosea 10:12: “Sow for yourselves righteousness; reap steadfast love; break up your fallow ground, for it is the time to seek the Lord, that he may come and rain righteousness upon you.”

Cultivate my heart, Lord. Break up its hardness and plant your harvest of love within me.

The word cultivate scares me too. It tells me I can't just cultivate the surface to be transformed - I have got to go deep and that may hurt a little. I am not sure what will happen if God enters my heart’s darkest places.   

Change me, Lord and farm my soul. Remove those embedded dead roots and cold hard stones. I know Your process may take time and may hurt but I trust You, my Gardener.

Yield – another interesting farm term. A yield is the harvest, what the ground produces once it is cultivated and changed.

And yet the ground had to yield first in order to produce.

Help me yield my entire being to You, Lord. Your harvest will flourish under Your care.

The whole concept of cultivation and change reminded me of the story about Eustace Scrubb in C. S. Lewis’s The Voyage of the Dawn Treader.

Eustace was a whiny boy. His greed leads him to put on a golden bracelet that he has found. The next morning he is shocked to discover he has turned into a dragon.

One night a lion leads Eustace into the woods to a beautiful pond. Eustace wants to get into the water to relived the itchiness of his skins but the lion tells him first to undress – to get out of his dragoness.

Eustace scratches and digs at his skin and the scales begin to slip off. At first it looks like it will work but soon he discovers another layer of dragon skin beneath the first one. He peels away the second skin only to find a third. Then the lion speaks,” You will have to let me undress you.’

“ I was afraid of his claws, I can tell you, but I was pretty nearly desperate now. So I just lay flat on my back to let him do it. The very first tear he made was so deep that I thought it had gone right into my heart. And when he began pulling the skin off it hurt worse than anything I’ve ever felt … Well, he peeled the beastly stuff right off – just as I thought I’d done it myself the other three times, only they hadn’t hurt – and there it was lying on the grass: only ever so much thicker, and darker, and more knobbly-looking than the others had been. And there was I as smooth and soft as a peeled switch and smaller than I had been … I’d turned into a boy again.” (C. S. Lewis, The Voyage of the Dawn Treader, p.91)

Cultivate. Change. Conversion.

My lesson about cultivation is that true conversion only happens when I realize I can’t change my skin or cultivate my heart on my own – only God can. He will go as deep as needed and deeper than I can do on my own - to turn over the hardness within me so new life can emerge. All I have to do is trust the Gardner. 

Want to read more of Jean?  Oh, yes.  Yes, you do, friend.  You can find her at Healthy Spirituality.

16 comments :

  1. Jean! What a beautiful way to start the morning, by finding you here. Ah, Eustace and his dragon skin. I know that story so well. Sometimes far too well.

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  2. I love that story Jeanie! Cultivation takes work in both the physical and spiritual world. Thank the Lord His claws are sharp and gentle at the same time.

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  3. Jean ~ what a powerful Word and beautiful illustration. I'm so grateful Jen introduced you to us! I'm off to check out your blog now...
    Sweet blessings,
    Cindy :)

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  4. Thank you for the nice comments. You know we learn much by trying to find the words to describe our life experiences.

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  5. This is a powerful post of how God works in our lives. Jean, thank you so much for your willingness to share your heart with us...I am off now to check out your blog.....

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  6. So lovely, and indeed, there is no harvest without the plow. I've never thought of cultivation as transformation, but it truly is. Digging deep, turning over, weeding out, creating new. Thanks for these thoughts today!

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  7. I agree wholeheartedly Jean! "Harvest never comes without the plow first of all breaking up the hard, crusty soil." Loved this. And your post is timely. For me, in the season I'm in, God has been talking to me about cultivating (digging up) and yielding, not necessarily with regard to my heart, deep places, and darkness. Instead, He's been talking about seasons...how, in order for me to be released from one season into the next, I must first yield. And, being the God of all goodness, He won't let me move forward until I do. Until the transformation necessary from the current season is fully realized so that I may be whom I need to be for the next. Thanks for helping to put words to what's going on. Blessings!

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  8. Oh, the farm girl in me loves this analogy! I'm gazing at a snow covered farm field as I write. Thanks for bringing a needed message close to home for me . So nice to meet your guest today.

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  9. Great truth, Jean. Thank you. We can't do it on our own. We need Him!

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  10. It is so nice to meet some of you and read your comments. I recognize some of the names from Jen's prayer requests sheet too so added extra prayers as I read your words. I am so glad this post's message hit home for others as its illustration has for me.

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  11. Thanks, Jean. I needed the reminder that being cultivated is painful. I am struggling with seeing God in some hard things right now, but I know He's there and I know that his plans for cultivation are perfect. Thanks!

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  12. A great illustrative post from a writer who knows how to use words to paint pictures. Thanks Jeanie for again making me stop to realize that cultivating must go beyond the top layer. And for a city girl (ha) you did a great job with the farm jargon. Thank you my Kindred Heart friend. Clella

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  13. Thanks for your kind words, Clella. Andi yes it is so hard to see God in those hard things in life. Will pray for you!

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  14. This is beautiful. Praying that I will not choose to be fallow ground, but allow Him to tear off the hard layers that I cannot tear in my own strength. I am looking forward to reading more from you Jean. Thank you.

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  15. This was beautiful, Joan. We so often want to grow but don't want the pain of him plowing the land. I love this: Cultivate my heart, Lord. Break up its hardness and plant your harvest of love within me.

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  16. Sweet Jean...so wise indeed. So often I dig and prod at my heart wanting to change, but you are right. It's God's job to make the change happen. When I stomp my feet and try to force things to grow is when they die.

    Thanks, ladies.

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